Knocking on Heaven's Door.... Gave me the Chills

I pray for you to stay safe.... each and every one of you.

http://youtu.be/f-zSo1ZOpQI

Fighting for Justice & Answers for Families of Missing/Murdered Women

Please follow me on my other blog as well, as I continue to fight for justice for my little girl and for the families of missing/murdered loves ones in British Columbia, Canada.

My daughter has been a drug addict since the age of 12 and she lives a very dangerous lifestyle. The pain never leaves me, and it is this pain that gives me the courage to fight and do what I can to prevent anybody else from suffering as I and so many other families here have.

I will continue to post about this on my blog at zodiackillernorth.blogspot.com...

And a book is in the works.... it isn't about sensationalism, or fame as some..... it is about getting out the word, and holding the police accountable to listen, and consider this man a viable suspect in the BC killings, thus perhaps bringing some kind of closure to both me and other families who have suffered....

Follow me on Twitter http://twitter.com/#!/ZodiacNorth for continual news and updates...

A Memorial for Porn & Sex Trade Workers....

This brought tears to my eyes.  A memorial to porn and sex trade workers who have died.....

I pray ......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0q_VGacfNk&feature=share

Don't Give Up!

I have never been a particularly religious person and this isn't about what your beliefs are.  It is all about having faith.... whether you are spiritual, whether your spirituality takes a different form than believing in God, whatever your beliefs, believe that you are loved.

I know that sometimes it doesn't feel that way.  Sometimes some of us feel so bad that we think there isn't a soul in the world who cares about us.  How can that possibly be true?  I don't have many people in my life, and sometimes I feel that the people who are, would be happier without me.  I ask that when you feel that way, don't hang onto that feeling, and revisit that thought when you are having a better day.  If you do you will realize that those who love you would be lost without you....

Keep the Faith!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-G8IfjPAII

Dedicated to my Daughter

For my daughter's 16th birthday I gave her a variation of this poem with a golden angel.... I have prayed that she will overcome, but 4 more years have gone by.  I still pray, and this poem has been something that has inspired me to keep going and to never give up.

I love you!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkCFeNeqyHk

"Garden of Tears", A Mother's Quest for Justice Docu Video Clip

"Garden of Tears", a documentary clip on the murder of 11 year old Kathryn-Mary Herbert in Abbotsford, BC in 1975.

Please watch and if anyone has any information please call the Abbotsford Police at 604-859-5225.

This woman has SURVIVED the death of 3 children, including the murder of her 11 year old daughter.  As tough as life gets, it doesn't get much tougher than this, and this woman still fights for justice, never giving up, despite how many doors have been closed in her face.

My thoughts and prayers are with you so very often Shari.

http://www.vuvox.com/collage/detail/011d0ab31c


Shari's personal webpage in memory of her daughter.

http://www.angelfire.com/ny5/childrenoftheheavens/heavensangelskathrynmaryherbert.html

Her Murdered Soul

I came accross this music video sung by a child.... from the moment the girl steps out of the car and begins to walk, tears well in my eyes and roll down my face.  Why?  Because in this child I saw the innocence of my child who's very soul was ripped away from her.  Stolen by a monster her raped and tortured her  from the age of 21 months to 8 yrs., threatening to cut us both up with a chainsaw if she ever told..... there is so much more to this story, and in time it will come.

She has suffered her whole life.  I lost her to drugs at the age of 12 and have never had a true moment of peace since finding out 12 years ago what happened to her. 

To my daughter... I love you so much!!!  Please get well and please come back to me and your baby.....

http://www.youtube.com/user/RhemaMarvanne?v=DDDlxmsciqY&feature=pyv&ad=6024811210&kw=amazing%20grace